Friday, December 18, 2009

Sweet & Sour Chicken

Maybe we're all just scared.

I have a permanent frown, plastered upon my alabaster skin.
Over and over and over-
My mind is a VCR, rewinding and replaying every scene & every moment we ever spent together.
The corners of my mouth curl upward into an awkward smile.

I lay on the frozen concrete, just to remind myself that I'm alive.
The wires did not get crossed.
There's no short in the fuse box.

"You're scared."
Two simple words that caused an avalanche in my brain.
Self-realization.
Self-acceptance.

Advice giver, listener, hopeful, dreamer.
It's easier said than done.
Free falling.
You jumped, you fell, and you landed.
One-two-three. End.

It's a battlefield & you're bound to get scarred.

Be vulnerable....just fall.

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